what tool are you

again this is another question of trying to choose which tool you are drawn too i dont really feel im drawn particularly to a certain tool as all the tools are equally as important. If i were to choose a tool to use mostly though it would have to be the pentacle, i believe the pentacle is the most powerful part of any ritual as it creates the portal and allows you to envoke the spirits and allow them into your circle to be able to use their powers. the pentacle is a star that is encircled by a right the points of the star signify the elements of life earth wind fire water and heart the circle is the embodiment of the earth that encases all these elements. to use the pentacle in a ritual allows you to enrich the energetic powers that you already posess as a living being, the gods are only there to guide you in your ritual and allow you to see what you are doing and allow you the strength to complete your goal. the pentacle is just one tool in a pantheon of tools that one can use to enrich his/her experience in the world of wicca.

darkraven hyacinthe

my elements

When dealing with the elements of earth fire wind and water it is very hard to be able to choose just one element to identify with everyone is made up of all the elements in different ways. the human body is made up of mostly water the flesh comes from the earth and is recycled back into the earth the heart is full of fiery passion and the mind is imaginitive floating on air just wondering and thinking of things non stop trying to identify yourself with just one element is like trying to identify yourself with something or someone that you dont have anything in common with. trying to find something in common with just one element or trying to figure out which element embodies you is just not the easiest thing in the world but if i had to identify myself with one element i would say i most identify with fire because i am a passionate person and i have a very firey passionate heart. i always go at anything with full speed i dont quit until its done or until im satisfied with the result. i have a heart of gold as well, most people tell me. i will fight for my friends until the death if need be i will stay your friend until the end of time i will never leave your side unless you want me to, if that is ever the case you will also never get me back. once i fully leave i normally dont look back on past occurences including friends. being associated with fire is a very liberating and free thing for me it makes me feel free and feel like a phoenix rising through all the obstacles that are thrown my way from day today. but being associated with fire can also get you burned so its best not to cross me if you find youve upset me. i love everyone with all my heart you all burn passionately within me.

darkraven hyacinthe

my seeds of life are being sown slowly

this blog has taken me a long time to attain the courage to write. the questions that have been posed to me to answer were very thoughtful and made me really analyze my life and think about what is really going on with me. I am really not sure if i have balanced any part of my life i know that i want to become independent and allow myself to live on my own and be my own person, to do this i want to be able to go back to school i want to learn to be a webmaster and allow myself to be my own boss and learn to create websites and things learning html and things of that nature. to be able to balance my life i would love to find a way to get my sanity back and allow myself to get out from under my parents and not use them as crutches i want to do things for myself. My own laundry and dishes and floor washing etc etc. i want to be able to have friends i can go out and have fun with them and go out and create new experiences for myself. i want to travel and see new places ive never seen before. im not sure what else i can do to achieve this balance in my life i am just living day by day and allowing myself to live my life the best i can. in this balance i do find that the moon cycles somewhat effect the way i think and feel sometimes i have days of happiness then i have days of woe and depression and lethargy i dont want to do anything just sit around and mope around and just be in the world not mattering to anyone, i do go out and play with my animals sometimes though i believe that i do have somewhat of a calming effect on some animals but not all i can tell if they are becoming calmer or not, if not i put them down before i get attacked :). my dogs love me, they always know when im upset or bored or happy they come running to me and show me so much love. it will be a sad day when i lose them and they wont be back. when i sleep at night after playing with my pets and working out and such i do tend to dream and there are times i have had precognitive dreams, i have had small things happen in my life that i have thought about or wanted to happen. This always surprises me and allows me to make better decisions in my life to better myself and my existence, showing me that i can live in this world on my own and i am going to some day!.

darkraven hyacinthe